Social Capital

Social capital is the respect and the attention that we gathers from our peer. (I coined the term myself, do remind me if there's a proper word for it. )

Social capital is a valuable assets for each and everyone of us as it is accumulate over the course of the interactions between our peer.

Some might not aware that certain actions might damage their social capital.

For instances, trying to open an online store in Facebook and tag all your friends on your respective product to achieve the effect of advertisements.

However, this is a form of interruptions and causes an indirectly intangible damage.

The damage will come in the form of the reduce in a person's social capital.

You are less likely to pay attention to your friends' status in the future if his or her status is flooded with tags about things we don't care.

Social violence

Society perceive that men are usually the one that exert violence when face with threat.


Men does exert violence under certain cases, but so does women. The only difference is the way they do it.

Men tends to exert physical violence, for instance, beating people. Scars or bruises were leave so its easy to prove it and thus punishment can be state.

However, women tends to exert social violence, backstabbing people or ostracising. These are social violence which is hard to prove.

Thus, society tends to neglect this type of violence and leave everybody with an impression that men love violence.

Do let me hear your arguments if you disagree. =D

To God: (from last post)

Why do you ostracise me so much?

Why... Why did you remain silent then?

Why din't you try to stop me from committing that sin?

Is it because I'm no human that I don't deserve to live?

I din't become your enemy because I wanted to.

Even so, you don't even try to forgive me.

Why?!

A vampire's confession

My body is a child's body.
My bones and chest are thin.
If they hammer it with all their might.
I think it'll go all the way through me with one stroke.


I'm scared.
Isn't it funny?
I've killed so many people.
No matter how brutal the killer.
I don't think he killed as many as I did.
Me being killed is a punishment for it.
And yet, I'm scared.


Soon the day will break.
There are hunters outside the house.
Even though they may make a raid at any time, I'll fall asleep.


Why?
If it were a main character in a story,
someone will surely come and rescue them.
Even a miracle may happen.

But I have no one to rescue me.
Not a single god would cause a miracle for me....
because I'm a murderer.

But I've done nothing wrong.
I just fed myself, that's all.

If I don't have meals, I'll starve to death, so..
Should I have done so?

Am I a bad person because I din't starve to death?
Its not like I became a creature like this because I wanted to.

But if I have life, I don't want to lose it. Is it my sin?

This is what we meant by being "forsaken by god".

Would you be less depressed if he were an old man?

Death is terrible for anyone;

Young or old, good or evil, its all the same;

Death is impartial;

There is no especially terrible death;

That's why death is so fearsome;

Your habits, your age, your personality, your wealth, your beauty...

They are all meaningless in the face of death;

Since it destroys all of these;

Death is terrible.

Heaven is Hell

Heaven is like a drug.
They promise eternal happiness,
you're so happy until you lose track of the time.

Is my mind fucked up?

Weird title huh?

I always feels uneasy when someone ask me about myself. At the end of the day, I don't very often tell my own story.

Maybe that makes me kind of mysterious or hard to communicate, but this is me.

Even if something did happen, I choose not to declare to the whole world, not even my dearest friends, I know this is all messed up.

So, is my mind fucked up?